Replacement

Replacement. How often do you find for it in your daily life? Well, certainly for some people it's like changing clothes everyday, but for people like me, it feels like finding a needle in a haystack.
Well, it is never easy to find a replacement.

Deep in my heart, when I'm about to loose something, I would desperately do everything I can to let it stay or take as many memories of it as I could. But as for friends, it's never predictable when they would leave you. Or even worse- family.

Whenever times are too hard for certain people, they would seek for ways to break free. Suicide, replacements, changing personalities.... There are so many ways. Which of it would you choose? Think carefully.

Well for me, I'm not a person who finds replacements to cover up my true pain. Yes for that little short while it might help, but there would always still be a scar there that u can never get rid of. So is there a point? I don't see it. The only exception I give for replacements is music. Like what I said before, music helps to get rid of my fears and.... Bad emotions? Music is special. I'm sure everyone listen to music right? And for most of you who do, you listen to music at times to calm your feelings or yourself down right? It's like replacement in a way actually... No that you can thoroughly or always use music to replace your unhappiness or anger or anything though.

Anyway, do remember to think carefully when you find replacements. Yes, some might help you, or even better still, change your future into a better one, but if you choose wrongly, it would create more sorrows, bring up your old injuries, and in the worst case, destroy your future. So to people out there, do think carefully when you make replacements! I'm not referring to changing your washing machine when it spoils okay (if you're thinking it that way). I'm referring to replacements for friends and family. Those which are alive and creates a great deal of impact on you. So think carefully okay!

But well, at the end of the day it still ends up back into choices, so make your choice carefully!

Anyways gotta go!
Ciao ciao ^^

P.S. I'm on my way back from overseas now, (it was really awesome for me cuz i bought 11 boxes of anime! YATTA!! XD) so gomen if I don't make sense at some parts! The van to the airport is shaking so badly it's making me giddy D'X