A fictional character

Hi again!
Sorry for not posting this few days.. I guess I was just so busy watching anime with all the time I can spare. Honestly, although I'm still not yet recovered totally at the moment, but I still do feel a lot better.

A question was stuck in my head these few days, and as for now, I think I have the answer for it.

A friend once asked me for the reason as to why I love anime so much that I "live" for it.
Well, I guess my answer now is that I love it so much because I can relate to some of the animes- the meaning behind it.

I simply just love how the anime world is so carefree. And thus, that's a reason why I want to live in the anime world so much... Although it is like a world where one cannot differentiate between the real and fake like the world we are living in, but the different thing is, in the anime world, even though characters are fake and don't exist (in our world), if you really believe in them, you can really see that they are really real.

Things which happen in the anime world are just like fantasies, and in the world we live in right now. they are all considered as fictional characters.

Perhaps that's why I love anime so much.

They allow me to escape to their world for comfort and laughter every time I need it. As everything is not real, it's all like a blurred mirror where I cannot see anything, and it allows me to hide from all the fake people and their fake smiles in this world.

At least in the anime world, one thing is certain to me.
Friendships between almost every single one of them are real.  People are willing to do anything for each other just because they regard each other as someone they care for, and not just "friends" in name.

That's the reason why I can't help wonder why can't our world be the same sometimes.
Why could some people act all friendly in front of you and still laugh at you behind their backs?
Why could some people act so carefree after stabbing you so hard in your heart?
Just why are the people in our world so fake?

If only our world is as pure as the anime world, where one would not lie and stab others in their backs like it's nothing unless they have a desperate reason. That would really be an oasis for everyone to live in wouldn't it?
That would be the most awesome thing ever. Thus, I just pray for this every single night.

I pray that when I wake up one day, I myself would just magically become an anime character living in the anime world, having true and real friends. Of course, I also pray that my family would be there too, enjoying that peaceful life with me. And we would just vanish from this scary world once and for all.

Well, I guess that's enough from me for now,
Ciao ciao!