In the journey of calming down

Hi again!
Sorry for not posting yesterday. I was watching anime the whole day again. Just for you guys out there who have not touched anime before, allow me to tell you this- Anime is really really awesome and great. It can allow you to learn meaningful stuff, and it either makes you laugh to cheer you up, or make you cry because it's very sad and allow you feel better afterwards.
So, I just have no idea how some people can hate anime. I just absolutely hate it when they criticize about anime in general online. If they don't like it, they could just quit watching it all together and not post hateful comments everywhere. I mean, if they can't create something better, I really think that they have no right to even criticize it in the first place.

Well, putting that aside, earlier in the afternoon, I managed to scream all I want when I was alone! I really felt a lot better. I'm really glad that I managed to do three of the things I said I would do in two short days.
Listening to music really helped a whole lot.
I recall a friend once giving me an advice to listen to anime songs before i sleep, and it helped! I managed to stop having nightmares recently, so i think that its all thanks to that.

Lastly, all I can think about is that it's really great when there's no school, so I wouldn't have to face her... Well, I might be escaping, but it helps me recover... So I guess that it is okay right? At least now I have other friends talking to me, just like medicine, they are all helping me to recover, and I'm really thankful for that.

Having friends is a good thing, a blessing even! Although they may hurt me at times, but no one is perfect, so I guess I can't really blame them. Learning to forgive and forget so that I wouldn't be the one getting hurt at the end of the day is the most important thing for now.

"Love to gain, and hate to lose."

If you are those whom keep clinging on to the past (like me), why not remember the nice and good things instead of the bad and sad stuff? Just remember, even if friends bring you sad memories, they bring you joyous ones too.
No one could really live without friends...
Some say that they could, but watching shows when you eat and doing stuff alone makes you lonely right..? So, treasure your friends (those whom you can communicate with) and forgive the mistakes they did which they caused you to cry, because you might have made them cry too...

Anyways, that's all for now I guess,
Ciao ciao!! <3